I’m gonna go crazy.
I’m gonna explode.
One day all the thoughts in my mind are finally going to line up and paint the canvas.
There’s gonna be a lot at stake.
Rejection by the ones I love.
All I can do is pray that I don’t get crushed.
Once I let it out there will be nothing on the inside supporting the columns of my heart I’ve been building since the last break.
Columns made of stone.
Even stone can erode.
Because not everything written by the heart is a poem.
Not everything breathed from the lungs is song.
Life is not a journey for all.
Life is a constant battle and death is a just a sign that either you’ve won or you’ve lost.
Nobody can win alone.
You can throw your trust into worldly ideas that man is just an animal.
You can give your soul to the high of alcohol and narcotics.
These “allies” may be vast in number and seemingly infinite in strength but they are just beggars waiting to be thieves.
Just beautiful faces covering an ugly beast that you will be chained to.
Everything it destroys will also be your doing because its chains are unbreakable.
Except to one.
The same ally that can free you of your earthly chains is the same and only one who can win you the war.
You don’t even have to ask.
You have only to believe in his grace, love, and power.
People say that putting faith in this Him is too much.
It is too difficult.
But it is indeed more difficult to resist the truth than it is to believe it.
This truth destroys all fear of the war’s end.
This truth turns life into a journey.
A journey I eagerly take.